Come Back & Try New Life

Somehow, its kinda hard to tell how my life in words.. sometimes everythings just happening like it has too. I know thats the way it is.. its just so hard to just even recognize our existance. Day by day, just like losing mind in the sky. Sky just like Neverland.. I just wanna be there, keep young and just be fun around. Just like One Direction new single Live While We're Young, well thats what i try to do in my life. In 19 years of my existance, just feel like empty. I still don't know what will i do in my life. Do you ever feel don't have passion in life ? well thats what happening in me. But still glad theres One Direction Existance once again so i can feel a lil passion on some boys :) Do you ever think, whats exactly life mean to you ? everyone just sayin we should enjoy the time and make it as a precious experience, but still what your life means as it should be ? I can't even figure it out.. In religion side, life to pray for God. But the cycle of life ? sometimes i just kinda think what is that means.. that cycle that we should feel that in the process of life.. being together, but still there's an end, we're alive but we'll gonna die then.. life after the dead cycle.. alright for this part, we have no idea, but still what is that means.. After all this time, the passion on life started to be gone lil by lil. I do enjoy the life experience i have, but with this lil passion, you know, life not so happy as we could see in movies. Life's so hard, with its happiness. Everythings get changes all day. So hard to be just you. So hard to be livin in your expectin life. What makes me worry the worst is i started to make a self imaginer world.. But well theres a happiness in there too. So whats with it ?? I will be in here then, to just tellin whats on my mind cause facebook or twitter can't even makes me feel truly be me..